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to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.

WARNING: I WEAR TOO MUCH EYELINER THAN A BOY REALLY SHOULD, I'VE GOT A POSH SOURTHERN ENGLISH ACCENT, AND I CRY TOO MUCH. AT EVERYTHING. SO DON'T LOOK IF YOU'RE OVER THE TOP MACHO:

i am best viewed from the neck down, so i've done this cut out and keep picture for you all:



my imagination is scary, yet beautiful and i love smells, tastes and sights that provoke happy memories. i particually love the winter and the smokey smell of the air on a perfect winter's night.
i'm a gig junkie...i have been to loads in the last 10 months, including my chemical romance, nine inch nails, ladytron, and good charlotte. i am seeing my chemical romance again in november.
in my opinion, there is nothing better than being smacked about in the middle of a mosh pit to let off steam, and singing along with the people on the stage that make it all happen for you.

i flit from being a tee-total, happy soul...to an alcoholic living mood swing...but i wouldn't change my personality for any amount of small change. i can see things no-one else can see, i can write things no-one else can write, i can do things no-one else can do.
sometimes i smoke, sometimes i don't. it all depends whether i want to cough a lot that day.

right now, i work in a petrol station but, on the side, i am writing lyrics for a band i hope to soon be doing the vocals for. i have seen my lyrical talent progress quite impressively as i have got older and try to use my talents to heal any wounds i may find myself gathering. i truly believe i am worth more than the 9-5 slog of a normal job, and gathering dust at the bottom of the pile undernearth all the suits and ties of a company...i hope one day to travel, to meet great people and to do what i want to do most - perform in a great rock band. i truly believe we are all worth more than the 9-5 slog.

one day i hope to rule the world, but for now i'll just play The Sims. ^_^
or if i'm feeling spiteful...Grand Theft Auto.

i love loud music. my mum doesn't. and one day she will break the ceiling from prodding it with a stick and telling me to turn it down.

songs i get a near orgasm over are:

Ladytron - Destroy Everything You Touch.
Nine Inch Nails - Sin.
Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder.
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words.
Silverchair - Freak.
Aiden - Die Romantic.
The Sex Pistols - Pretty Vacant.
The Smiths - What Difference Does It Make?
Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box.
Foo Fighters - Halo.

of course, there are more...but those are in my "most played" list on my ipod. so go me.


i live for laughter. through the years i have never lost my sense of humour and if i ever stopped laughing at myself or life THEN i'd seriously worry about my sanity.
yeah, i can be spiteful, and revenge is always a dish i like to serve if i feel it's needed and hmm, maybe i should believe people more when they tell me something...but underneath my cynism...i'm warm, and i care, and i want to give as much love as i can whilst i'm alive.

i will pretty much add back anyone who wants to be my friend, as i'm open to all types of people the world has to offer. as long as you embrace me, i shall embrace you...i'd never turn down a genuine offer of friendship.

i am a sonic the hedgehog freak...so any sega megadrive fans out there...give a retro hand wave in my direction :)

i am 20 years old. 21 in december. and i like to think i'm wise for those years...but i'm not beyond seriously getting off on halloween. halloween is one of the best holidays out there and it should be made a bank holiday. yeah. i like being able to dress like a vampire and carving things. any other day of the year and i'd be called a "goffick cutterz".

oh, and i quite like honesty...so what ever you say to me...alway makes sure it's the truth. ^_^ unless of course, it's to tell me that sonic the hedgehog isn't real. that'd make me cry. ^_^

i think i'm probably a bit insane but i like it because it means i have no shame.

apparently i taste like sugar, and i smell of Davidoff Cool Water.

anarchist, songwriter, comedian, part time manic depressive, open minded, tongue in cheek, warm hearted, metrosexual, rocker, geek, dreamer - happy lovely me.


so try me, you might like it. ^_^

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